what do you do when life has gotten too hard?
live with three ppl with mental/personality disorders
and the strain is starting to make me crack
have a daughter with an overbearing mother in law who would love to usurp me
she portrays herself as a saint and loving and gushy
and has own issues with smothering her own sons
one of which is so messed up and twisted he needs to always live off her in some way
and recently we got into a big fight and now i cant see my grandchildren
the strain at home is horrible
my husband has extreme high anxiety
and has borderline personality disorder
my daughter has adhd bi polar and same borderline personality disorder
my mother has Alzheimer's and early signs of dementia
i took to shopping for a while till I ran accounts down to low
now just bounced a check
I need a break
cant carry all this anymore
we have no health insurance don't qualify for state medical assistance
since my husbands unemployment is too high
or i would go c a therapist or psychiatrist
feel like I am going to break
been praying to God for months
and nothing happens
really really cant take anymore
tired of crying and don't know what else to do
want to make a change and don't even know where or how to start
something soon has got to give